Christmas and New Year to me is like nothing new. Happy?not really? Sad?don't know. Everything is just same like previous years and nothing special. There are ups and downs and there are things also to give thanks. Well, life still goes on the same but different trials and challenges waiting ahead. I really don't know about tomorrow and don't seems to understand but I know who hold tomorrow and I know who's guiding me. Don't look back? Sometimes I can't even let go the memories. Again told myself, lay down the burdens and move forward. Where is my fire? Extinguished? So I start my life right in this 2009? Start my new semester with a so called fresh?hmm..slumber saje larh..