Wednesday, October 24, 2007
started a new fresh study again after 1 month break at previous college.N now i've enroll to new college called SEGi beside summit.it's near for me to travel.i've started my class 1 week.lecturers are pretty good hahaha can't deny that cause i pay more.is ang mo teaching me accounting yes la..
Friday, October 19, 2007
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Monday, October 15, 2007
Sunday, October 14, 2007
one rainy day, outside rain heavily.somehow,i don't know how,but somehow all of us ended in this shelter place.even my car was leaking all over.this shelter place is like safari to me that i communicated with the animals and they really listen to what i said..motive is to get to know each other more cum to celebrate Sarah's birthday..this video was taken during time that we were watching movie title "Just Follow Law".we were playing twister while watching that show.had fun there!of course we celebrate it as well as in conjuction of Hari Raya lol. even 4 large pizzas fulfilled 7 hungry ghost.
shelter: elena's house
Friday, October 12, 2007
sometimes i would just think to say nth,don't know and don't care.MYOB!sometimes if u don't care,people may think you are cold and useless and stuff.if you care people may think you are so busy body.careless no good care too much also no good huh?walao.this is life la.trials of many kinds have to go through wan la.what i recall or what's in my mind is leave or put down your burden and move forward for your life.this is how you grow too.you may grow as well as reading good books.both are important anyway.move forward and think!i hope me myself express more and talk more instead of talking nonsense..
changes?what changes?excuse me..what do you expect changes from me?again and again i want to say that everyone has different point of view.u changed and u didn't changed.why arr?but no matter what changes,i would like to say MYOB but then i can't stop you you you and you to expect anything.God sees changes is more than enough for me.of course human do change.every day,week,month,year even a second, you can change to be different.there is no such thing that u are meant to be like that.means u got only 1 time to change.NO!is the attitude..the way how u treat people..you can change one..also depends on that person one to absorb or accept it or not.sigh..what am i talking anyway?just write what i think.conclusion is u may see and some may not see.is the different point of view of that person!ingat..
i don't know why that i can talk to others instead of you, i realized that whenever i talk, that person listen carefully and to think back which is wise.i might be wrong.he said you can't just quickly jump into conclusion to say he or she is wrong.everyone has different point of view.both maybe right or wrong or it maybe one of parties is right.well ofcourse i like to talk and give my ear to listen but then argument sorry la.i tak layan.maybe you're right sometimes i can be that hard and very very particular and sometimes i maybe cincai.it all depends on the situation.just don't think that you're right or wrong.sabar sabar!so in conclusion i can talk to anyone but not you.i don't know why.can anyone tell me?telah cuba.yesterday made new friend from setapak gospel.he is quiet person n me too hahaha..but both of us tried to create conversation.wohoo in the end ada talk ada laugh..good good..err but why?sigh don't know la..maybe water stir with oil?or so call + + cannot be together only + and - hahaha...
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
+ + + KEEP GOING + + +One day I decided to quit...
I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality... I wanted to quit my life. I went to the woods to have one last talk with God.
"God", I asked, "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"
His answer surprised me...
"Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?"
"Yes", I replied.
"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them. I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.
In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. "
."In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit.
In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would not quit." He said.
"Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant... But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall. It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive. I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle."
He asked me. "Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots?".
"I would not quit on the bamboo and likewise I will never quit on you."
"Don't compare yourself to others." He said.
"The bamboo had a different Purpose than the fern. Yet they both make the forest beautiful."
"Your time will come", God said to me. "You will rise high"
"How high should I rise?" I asked.
"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return.
"As high as it can?" I questioned.
"Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."
I left the forest and brought back this story.
I hope these words can help you see that God will never give up on you.
Never, Never, Never Give up.
God Bless You