I'm a practical person and need ample of time to prepare my work. Even in preparing to lead in worship, I need time. It is not good to simply choose songs and just sing it during worship session; this show you are not prepared and not worshiping God sincerely. The bible says, worship God in spirit and in truth. Where is the TRUTH? Again what I learned throughout the camp is that being a worship leader wearing a mask on stage and take off the mask whenever I'm not on stage. That's hypocrite isn't it. The way I live my life does not reflect what I should on stage to lead the congregation to worship God in spirit and in truth. Seriously I can't face the holiness of God whenever I'm wearing a mask. Preparation is much needed and attitude as well. Moreover there are so much burden I'm carrying do not know how to put down. Been serving too many ministry which keep me imbalance and least focus on the WORD of God. Please help me.