Hi..hi..Lengzai bring you great joy from the North Region, Penang Island! Had a pleasant trip though for just 2 days 1 night only. Meeting up with people and spent time catching up with each other are just great! 

I'm still gathering my thoughts in writing them down before giving you to read. My day was kinda moody and in deep thinking of so many things. Well give me sometime to write them down okay?

good night Felicia.. <3 p="">

When God made you - Natalie Grant

It's always been a mystery to me
How to hearts can come together
And love can last forever
But now that I have found you, I believe
That a miracle has come
When God sends the perfect one
Now gone are all my questions about why
And I've never been so sure of anything in my life

I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me

I promise that wherever you may go
Wherever life may lead you
Weill all my heart I'll be there too
From this moment on I want you to know
I'll let nothing come between us
And I will love the ones you love

He made the sun, He made the moon
To harmonize in perfect tune
One can't move without the other
They just have to be together
And that is why I know it's true
You're for me and I'm for you
Cause my world just can't be right
Without you in my life

He must have heard every prayer I've been praying
Yes He knew everything I would need
When God made you
When dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me

According to This Momentary Marriage by John Piper, marriage is not mainly about prospering economically e.g. having joint income, joint mortgage loan etc; it is mainly about displaying the covenant-keeping love between Christ and His church. Knowing Christ is more important than making a living. Treasuring Christ is more important than bearing children. However, being pregnant and conceive a child is God's gift to us to all mankind as God has spoken in Genesis 1:28 "...Be fruitful and multiply.. Being united to Christ by faith is a greater source of marital success than per-fect sex and double-income prosperity.

If we make secondary things primary, they cease to be secondary and become idolatrous. They have their place. This is why we often lose focus where it has hindered us in putting God first.

So it is with marriage. It is a momentary gift. It may last a lifetime, or it may be snatched away on the honeymoon. Either way, it is short. If we make secondary things primary, we will be embittered at the sorrows we must face. But if we set our face to make of marriage mainly what Good designed it to be, no sorrows and no calamities can stand in our way. Everyone of them will be, not an obstacles to success, but a way to succeed. The beauty of the covenant-keeping love between Christ and His church shines brightest when nothing but Christ can sustain it.  

I truly agree with what the author said, on top of that, I would like share an illustration or an analogy whereby if both parties walk to be closer with God, then both of them will automatically begin to grow closer to one another and this would be a fulfilling and meaningful one. Remember there were couple of verses taken from Ecclesiastes 4:9-12 saying that "two are better than one, because they have good return for their work. If one falls down, the other can help the other up. But pity anyone who falls and has no one to help him/her up. Also if two lie down together, they will keep warm. But how one keep warm alone? Though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves. A cord of three strands is not quickly broken". The three strands here meaning being two people and God. Hence if God is at the focal point of your relationship, and you and the other are both moving toward God, consequently both will grow much closer to each other. Isn't it lovely? 

"And over all those virtues put on LOVE which binds them all together in perfect unit". Colossians 3:14

So I was admitted to the hospital due to dengue fever for 6 days. First day in hospital was kinda active walking here and there like a vacation and I even treat it as camp. Didn't know Nelson was admitted as well in the same hospital with same sickness. So was walking here and there in the ward with visitors. The end of the day requested to change room. The second day  was kinda awful, energy all drained, got tired easily. The food was horrible too! I'm thankful to have friends that brought me outside food to filll my stomach. Everyday I was waiting for the blood test result in hopping my platelets count to be stable so that I'm able to discharge without any restrictions. Unfortunately, my blood count drop..drop..and drop.. Not as severe as Nelson till 64. In conclusion, it's not fun at all to stay in hospital. Why? Bored..expensive bill..tiring.. So had good rest at home after discharge from hospital before I get back to work.