The sky is so gray today...
I thought I'm the only feels it; in fact, everyone feels that too...

This is not friendship, this is more than chemistry
How my heart beats fast, and how I'm tripping every time you're next to me
With words, with songs, with flows it's still hard to describe
How this love is, it goes from east to west, as deep as it is wide
If words could fall like rain, from these lips of mine
With a thousand years, I will still run out of time

I'm sorry for crying, I'm sorry for holding on to you
Sorry I'm so sorry, sorry for sometimes making you mad
I'm sorry for all of my happiness and my smiles were turning to sad
Sorry for misunderstanding, Acting like you're a bid
I'm so sorry for being childish and turning into a little kid
Sorry for all the things that I've said, I'm sorry I ever did

The past just doesn't move on, you made the shape of my heart
You don't have to be with me, we could be apart
But before I fight my way trough this, I want you to know
I'll always be here waiting, so
Cause I don't want to be your memory and your past
I want to be your present and future that I know will last

Helene Jonsmyr

Psalm 100

1Shout for joy to the Lord, all the earth.

2Worship the Lord with gladness;
come before him with joyful songs.
3Know that the Lord is God. It is he who made us, and we are his;
we are his people, the sheep of his pasture.

4Enter his gates with thanksgiving and his courts with praise;
give thanks to him and praise his name.

5For the Lord is good and his love endures forever;
his faithfulness continues through all generations.

God is worthy of our thanks and praise for His faithfulness and never-ending love. An attitude of gratitude honors the Lord, and it can change our outlook on life - Dave McCasland

is sick....

confirmed Institute of Financial Accountants (UK)

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colours on the snowy linen land

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds and violet haze
Reflect in your eyes of china blue
Colours changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artists' loving hand

For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left inside
On that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They're not listening still
Perhaps they never will...

Don McLean, Vincent

motivation needed!!!assignments due date next week..what and why am I waiting now???goodness...few more weeks exam liao..book also still haven't touch...arghh..

University of Sunderland? University of Teeside? Institute of Financial Accounting?

Exactly 27 days more to go. Sigh. Time past quickly. I haven't touch my books yet. I'll be sitting for 2 papers in the early or the first week of December. Subjects/units getting tough. 2 assignments yet to be done by coming 2 weeks. I must finish all of them in 1 week time in order for me to to start concentrate on my final. This is my second year in college and after this semester I have 3 more semesters to go where I'll be finishing my course probably on December next year. Come on Ivan you can do it with the strength of God. Wake up wake up, stand up stand up and do your things now. So many things to do ahh..

I fixed so many things in my house. Computer, iron, switches, cabinets, bed, video, pipes, and many more that I can't even remember. wait, I fixed my car too recently.

hope you like it =)

according to my academic calendar, 3 weeks past and this coming 4th week is soon passing. 5 weeks left to go. so fast..time flies just like that.aiyoo..so fast exam coming like in 5 weeks time..

what a droughty day..goodness so hot la..fan speed level 4 summo like so hot..

College mode ≠ Church mode

Came into my realization that I have two personality in difference places. It seems like I'm having personality disorder but don't get me wrong, I'm not psychotic disorder. It's just I observed myself that I behave differently in this two particular places. Why say so? It simply because of my decision making and behavior is so different. For instance, in college I make my own decision in everything whether in leading my group or doing anything. In fact, I being competitive in everything. On the other hand, at church I somehow behave opposite from college mode. Most of the time I behave like anything la, ok lo,wherever, whenever so on and so forth. Is like too easy going for everyone and like can't make decision. Am I having problem? A person behave differently in two difference places. I would like to clarify one thing which is I am not saying myself as tiger in college and cat in church. No. It's just decision making and etc. Yes, I am so different. Should I be rebuke by someone? If anyone would to ask me how I feel of this particular situation, I really don't know. It can be happy and sad. Life is like that one lo..

by God's grace, I got this result.thank You!!!

express my gratitude to you...

thank you Stephen Haxell.chocs all the way from London although looks ordinary

currently in to Management Accounting..

You talk to me, you speak with me
Don't sink before you rise baby, don't fade away
You hesitate, you seem to wait for all the time we had feels like a world away
Who's to say we'll be ok we will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state I just want us both to smile
Cause we're the same
And I know that we'll never change look I bought your favorite ice cream
I don't wanna see it melt away
If you walk out now I don't know if we're gonna be the same
Baby just talk with me cause I want you to stay here with me

Lyrics by DNR

I...I feel very uneasy lah!
what's happening with me right now?
arghhh!!!

DIA200710

Semester break has come to an end.
Everything will be start fresh once again.
New timetable with different timing,
Another new units to take.

All love is sweet, given or returned.
Common as light is love, and its familiar voice wearies not ever

by Percy Bysshe Shelley