this was taken at Mandy's Restaurant in Summit!!!

night in Bukit Bintang
taken before my semester starts.

very very very tough! not only this particular subject. There are 4 more subjects. I must get through this semester..

this was found on my lecturer's desk.

annoyed by ring tones - the 'nothing gonna change my love for you' was one of the loudest ring tone by one of the lecturer. kind of annoying.

avoiding vila - vila is the head of exam unit, she's kind of annoying and busybody with things that tak berkenaan with her.

irregular break - rule imposed by management where staff are not allow to take irregular break during working hours.

waiting for lift - college lifts are always full and slow.

by God's grace, 4 distinction and 1 credit.
my feeling: contended and so thankful to God for giving me the good result.
my aim: study harder as my current semester is not as same as previous semester and at the mean time to serve Him and follow His will.

Current semester: Business Finance, Intro to Taxation, Financial Accounting 4, Company Law and Corporate Audit. Super tough and challenging. The rest..no comment at this moment =p

Exam result is out and yet to release

Coming Soon...

ya ya ya. Went out to IKEA for shopping during working hour. What a bad ethic. The truth is, went out with lecturer to purchase utensils for Hotel Management student's practical training. All these utensils are belong to the college therefore I'm helping college to do something which means I'm working instead of window shopping. In fact still shopping but shop for college.hahaha..lunch time, had meat balls and nice cappuccino. What a nice day to work. wohooo

Holiday started and will end in 2 weeks time. Guess what? I'll be working in my college in my faculty of business. 9am - 6pm..

Fear can be a good thing when it motivates us to take safety precaution.

Worry is a cycle of inefficient thought whirling around a center of fear

Finally!no more to papers! I'm officially completed all my units in this semester. Easy and hard..mistakes were here and there for every paper I've sat as usual. Hope the result would not be giving me any hard time. I think I could have done better if there is a full understanding of the theories for my particular unit. Is just that I don't know how to crap by giving explaination. hahaha. anyway, back to back papers will just torture a person from not having enough sleep and cause the memory to hang. oh well.. finished means finished. no more!!!

Given 2 weeks holiday and I'll be working in my faculty for 1 week with wages of course.

Next semester would be the tough one where there will be allocation of units here and there. I have to add and drop subject where I might be going to Kota Damansara's campus to do one of my subject during my final semester that would be in one more semester. I really don't know yet. Will see how then.

Today's weather at least better than previous days. Studied Business Statistics in one of the classes instead of library because library full of students and warm. Therefore went to one of the classes in college and study alone without permission.oops. Anyway, study statistics alone also occupied so much of space. How stress am I wei. oops..back to revision.

Why the weather so hot these days? The sun is like coming nearer to the earth and like going to explode anytime from now. Even take bath at night, the water is warm punya. It proves that how hot it is during the day time. Please rain, heavy rain, the thunder storm type one's. Each day of humidity will cause my body temperature goes up that may affect my emotion wei. Means I also can explode anytime from than.

Final Examinations started today with finance paper. Prayed before open the question paper and then questions were easy. I written everything confidently without doubt because I was fully prepared yet spotted mistakes after my answer scripts were handed up. Hope still can get distinction. How greedy am I. hehe. So after this paper, I have 3 more to go (Statistics, Management and Law). Quick quick! I can't wait anymore and I want jump to the water as the weather is really hot these days.

Anyway, after this semester, still have 8 more units(subject) to go in 2 semester for me to graduate from diploma. What's next? I really aim to get good CGPA in order to apply for scholarship to continue my degree. If scholarship don't want me then family scholarship as in my uncle sponsor better. Therefore I hope this coming next semester I can boost up my CGPA then I will be on the safe side. University of Teesside, BA(Hons) Degree in Finance and Accounting for 2 years. Enroll as 2nd year student with exempted units. As today's economic not in good position, better continue study rather than working. Market no good, here retrench there retrench. All in all, God's will be done.

I didn't know that santan is salty taste!

Life Pieces...

God sent His son, they called Him, Jesus;
He came to love, heal and forgive;
He lived and died to buy my pardon,
An empty grave is there to prove my Savior lives!

Because He lives, I can face tomorrow,
Because He lives, all fear is gone;
Because I know He holds the future,
And life is worth the living,
Just because He lives!

How sweet to hold a newborn baby,
And feel the pride and joy he gives;
But greater still the calm assurance:
This child can face uncertain days because He lives

And then one day, I'll cross the river,
I'll fight life's final war with pain;
And then, as death gives way to victory,
I'll see the lights of glory and I'll know He live

Gloria & William J Gaither

Pure and holy Son of God
Taking on the form of man
Left the glory of His throne
Came to bring salvation plan

Righteous Father, Holy One
Looking down on us in love
Gave to us His only Son
Sent with blessings from above

But we took Him and we nail Him
To a cross made of wood
And we raised it high and dropped it
In the ground where it stood
And the blood that flowed to the earth below
Bought forgiveness for the world
That had treated Him so

Peace on earth, good will to men
At His birth the angels sang
Love and mercy from the throne
Through the earth His message rang

He came in love to bring us light in our darkness
He came in peace to bring release from our pain
He came in joy to bring us rest in our weariness
He came in love to bring us beauty again

Jimmy Owens

got a F1 ticket worth RM100 for free from college.
too bad..didn't go and gave it to my friend

Exam is coming, therefore I'm posting my Exam Time Table.

20-April-2009 (Monday) - Introduction to Finance 9am-12pm

22-April-2009 (Wednesday) - Business Statistics 2pm-5pm

28-April-2009 (Tuesday) - Business Management 2pm-5pm

29-April-2009 (Wednesday) - Business Law 9am-12pm

Declare bankrupt in this period of time

I'm back! wohooo! Currently go for training in every Tuesday 6.30pm to 8.00pm at college. First training was like urghh! TIRING! After 2 years or even more didn't train already. My whole body is like rusty and contain fats haha.. Day after the training, whole body pain. here pain there pain like ah pek.. Now I've recovered and ready for the second training..

Mind Your Own Business!

This book cost RM85 and my friends and I got con where it is compulsory to buy it because our major assignment is related to this particular software. At the end of the day, we got our assignment question today and you know what? Geramnye... It is about Financial Ratios and nothing gotto do with MYOB because this software only record transactions instead of calculating ratios for analysis use. We want either compensation or change assignment question. Oh anyway.. my original lecturer is on her maternity leave and now is the replacement lecturer teaching 'empty tank'. Nothing gotto do with computerised accounting; in fact, teaching how to type the figures in instead of copy paste sources and this particular subject suppose to be copy paste sources(so that we know where the figures come from and easily detect and also auto change). Sei lo... So not following the rule one. By the way the replacement lecturer graduated in Degree Major in Econs. YES! "ECONS" may i know what gotto do with accounting and he's persuing his MBA in Finance and how does it related to accounting. I agree that his teaching in ECONS is excellent but not in any accounting subject sorry to say that. This is how my college allocate replacement lecturer without knowing the strength of the lecturer.

To achieve the SEGi Group's mission "Passion Guided, Industry Driven" manage the employee and allocate them according to their strength subject.

This is no good...after RBS grads, when i was running down the street to get the van... I accidentally step on mine and exploded.tsk tsk..no good no good..

today is so not my day man.. I was heading to McD, I got slipped and fell..my both arms and my left buttock injured. what bout my right? Good thing was my wallet protected me.

patience is a virtue.

Parental Guidance 2

life is too short to leave the important things unsaid.

Parental Guidance 2

very messy now!not only on the table even I myself don't even know what am I doing. Loads and bundles of work to do. manage here, manage there, manage until my brain also messed up. well it's my duty and I can't say much. what i can motivate myself is, it's a training ground.

life is so uncertain

Gong Xi Fa Chai!!

part 2

certified..it's not growing..even the seed pun hilang.not even akar came out..what to do..is like that wan de lo..

look properly!nothing!yes..nothing..it's not growing at all! because of...

阿杜 愛上誰作詞：林子欽 作曲：林子欽

Do Be Do Wa Do Be Do Wa Do Be Do Wa Wo~

雨 冰冷的雨 洗不掉你的淚水
我 無措的我 只能看著你枯萎
傷害 安慰 還有我對你的心碎
太傻 太亂 太過疲憊

我無法說服你 也無法改變你 愛上誰
只是看著 盼望著是場錯 oh~~
天無法告訴我 也無法改變我 去愛誰
只能這樣 讓雨水稀釋了痛的感覺

愛不疚(TVB無線電視劇《溏心風暴之家好月圓》片尾曲)

作曲：鄧智偉
填詞：張美賢
編曲：Johnny Yim
監製：鄧智偉

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠
這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手

放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有

when does the judge make law?

by God's grace, another good result. Thank You.

Tagged

Got tagged by Wy Lyn

Questions are as follows :

1. How much do you spend for clothes per month?
- I don't spend much on clothes maybe during festive

2. Who is more important to you?Friends or boy/girlfriend?
- friends. sorry no girlfriend

3. How often do you think about committing suicide?
- uncountable.really?don't know..

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- confidence only comes when I have mood

5. How many babies do you want?
- None at the moment but thought of 4.sure bankrupt

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- not really.nowadays after rain,where to see rainbow lahh..

7. What is your goal for this year?
- To do my best in every way I can.

8. What kept you of being who you are?
- Many things.

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to you?(List 10)
- no girlfriend!

10. What are you really afraid of?
- grasshopper and cockroach (enemy)

11. What are your bad habits?
- can't even realize

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
- nothing.

13. State a random fact about yourself
- I'm random.

14. What does flying means to you?
- freedom

15. What do you crave for most currently?
- CNY!alot of angpows

16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
- nothing

17. Describe the person who tagged you.Honestly.
- she's a nice and understanding girl from RBS.

18. What have you done to yourself that makes yourself happy?
- do something that make me happy

19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
- accountant?

20. If you can choose how you want to end your life,how would it be?
- as long as rest in peace.


I tag:

1. colin gan
2. man ling
3. mei yoon
4. james
5. joanne lee
6. elena
7. melvin
8. may

Questions are as follows :
1. How much do you spend for clothes per month?
2. Who is more important to you?Friends or boy/girlfriend?
3. How often do you think about committing suicide?
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
5. How many babies do you want?
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
7. What is your goal for this year?
8. What kept you of being who you are?
9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to you?(List 10)
10. What are you really afraid of?
11. What are your bad habits?
12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
13. State a random fact about yourself
14. What does flying means to you?
15. What do you crave for most currently?
16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
17. Describe the person who tagged you.Honestly.
18. What have you done to yourself that makes yourself happy?
19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
20. If you can choose how you want to end your life,how would it be?

UPDATED version as there are changes made

Christmas and New Year to me is like nothing new. Happy?not really? Sad?don't know. Everything is just same like previous years and nothing special. There are ups and downs and there are things also to give thanks. Well, life still goes on the same but different trials and challenges waiting ahead. I really don't know about tomorrow and don't seems to understand but I know who hold tomorrow and I know who's guiding me. Don't look back? Sometimes I can't even let go the memories. Again told myself, lay down the burdens and move forward. Where is my fire? Extinguished? So I start my life right in this 2009? Start my new semester with a so called fresh?hmm..slumber saje larh..

This is my new timetable for this coming semester. Please have a look and maybe save it so that you can make an appointment with me.hahaha

yes...yes...yes.. I'll be taking Business Law for this coming semester. Kind of tough subject where I have to memorize all the Acts and Section and understand it too. Is there anyone abiding the law nowadays? It seems like who cares..lol.. But for business and company law, for me as I study in business line, it's an ethic lah..

爱无极限

词: 黑夜
曲: 苏奕铨 / 林思彤

每个人心中都有一份爱
点燃世界每个角落
带著一份充满信念的祝福
寻找未来的幸福

明天的天空会出现彩虹
照亮每个人的天空
载著一份充满笑容的祝福
相信明天会幸福

我们一定不能放弃
我们一定要学会勇敢
它带走欢笑 也带走幸福
只有爱 让我们坚强

爱无极限 爱已经跨越时空
在这夜里 我感受到你付出的爱
再多艰苦 再多辛苦 我都不放弃
因为我相信希望就在明天

爱无极限 爱已经拥抱著我们
在这时刻 我感受到你所有的爱
只要相信 只要坚信 谁都不放弃
让我们的爱给这世界我们最美的一切

让我们的祝福带给你们明天的彩虹

Don't ever JUDGE a book by its cover! or quickly make judgement without knowing or experience anything!

Today not that boring. At least got something on for me to kill my time. Walked around in KL under the hot burning sun. Well at the end of it, the sky turned to gray again..sleeppy now..

Monday - 15/12/2008

A boring holiday. I can't find anything to do to kill my time. Went to college for awhile just to sign the PTPTN final agreement and went home with my stomach empty. So decided to eat Twiggies and also Char Siu Pao, basically that's what I had for my lunch. My afternoon really past slow and I wished to be another day. Look out from the window, what I saw was just sky in gray. Sounds sad isn't it?

rEwInd <<<

Camp - 11/12 til 13/12

Very tired and so do others. Out of nowhere, there's a campsite in the middle of oil palm estate. Want to sneak out in the middle of night pun susah plus no street lights. Sneak out also no use because there is no shop around there also. Don't know how many miles to get out from that place only got shops and housings. Well, why do I want to sneak out wei. Haha.. Miss the dogs there. Freezing cold in the meeting hall with 4 air-conds on 15-20 min before the meeting. What else? Oh yeah..my room fully installed hi-fi system with subwoofer playing ochestra in the middle of nights and was keep laughing. Hahaha.

The sky is so gray today...
I thought I'm the only feels it; in fact, everyone feels that too...

This is not friendship, this is more than chemistry
How my heart beats fast, and how I'm tripping every time you're next to me
With words, with songs, with flows it's still hard to describe
How this love is, it goes from east to west, as deep as it is wide
If words could fall like rain, from these lips of mine
With a thousand years, I will still run out of time

I'm sorry for crying, I'm sorry for holding on to you
Sorry I'm so sorry, sorry for sometimes making you mad
I'm sorry for all of my happiness and my smiles were turning to sad
Sorry for misunderstanding, Acting like you're a bid
I'm so sorry for being childish and turning into a little kid
Sorry for all the things that I've said, I'm sorry I ever did

The past just doesn't move on, you made the shape of my heart
You don't have to be with me, we could be apart
But before I fight my way trough this, I want you to know
I'll always be here waiting, so
Cause I don't want to be your memory and your past
I want to be your present and future that I know will last

Helene Jonsmyr

Psalm 100

1Shout for joy to the Lord, all the earth.

2Worship the Lord with gladness;
come before him with joyful songs.
3Know that the Lord is God. It is he who made us, and we are his;
we are his people, the sheep of his pasture.

4Enter his gates with thanksgiving and his courts with praise;
give thanks to him and praise his name.

5For the Lord is good and his love endures forever;
his faithfulness continues through all generations.

God is worthy of our thanks and praise for His faithfulness and never-ending love. An attitude of gratitude honors the Lord, and it can change our outlook on life - Dave McCasland

is sick....

confirmed Institute of Financial Accountants (UK)

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colours on the snowy linen land

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds and violet haze
Reflect in your eyes of china blue
Colours changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artists' loving hand

For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left inside
On that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They're not listening still
Perhaps they never will...

Don McLean, Vincent

motivation needed!!!assignments due date next week..what and why am I waiting now???goodness...few more weeks exam liao..book also still haven't touch...arghh..

University of Sunderland? University of Teeside? Institute of Financial Accounting?

Exactly 27 days more to go. Sigh. Time past quickly. I haven't touch my books yet. I'll be sitting for 2 papers in the early or the first week of December. Subjects/units getting tough. 2 assignments yet to be done by coming 2 weeks. I must finish all of them in 1 week time in order for me to to start concentrate on my final. This is my second year in college and after this semester I have 3 more semesters to go where I'll be finishing my course probably on December next year. Come on Ivan you can do it with the strength of God. Wake up wake up, stand up stand up and do your things now. So many things to do ahh..

I fixed so many things in my house. Computer, iron, switches, cabinets, bed, video, pipes, and many more that I can't even remember. wait, I fixed my car too recently.

hope you like it =)

according to my academic calendar, 3 weeks past and this coming 4th week is soon passing. 5 weeks left to go. so fast..time flies just like that.aiyoo..so fast exam coming like in 5 weeks time..

what a droughty day..goodness so hot la..fan speed level 4 summo like so hot..

College mode ≠ Church mode

Came into my realization that I have two personality in difference places. It seems like I'm having personality disorder but don't get me wrong, I'm not psychotic disorder. It's just I observed myself that I behave differently in this two particular places. Why say so? It simply because of my decision making and behavior is so different. For instance, in college I make my own decision in everything whether in leading my group or doing anything. In fact, I being competitive in everything. On the other hand, at church I somehow behave opposite from college mode. Most of the time I behave like anything la, ok lo,wherever, whenever so on and so forth. Is like too easy going for everyone and like can't make decision. Am I having problem? A person behave differently in two difference places. I would like to clarify one thing which is I am not saying myself as tiger in college and cat in church. No. It's just decision making and etc. Yes, I am so different. Should I be rebuke by someone? If anyone would to ask me how I feel of this particular situation, I really don't know. It can be happy and sad. Life is like that one lo..

by God's grace, I got this result.thank You!!!

express my gratitude to you...

thank you Stephen Haxell.chocs all the way from London although looks ordinary

currently in to Management Accounting..

You talk to me, you speak with me
Don't sink before you rise baby, don't fade away
You hesitate, you seem to wait for all the time we had feels like a world away
Who's to say we'll be ok we will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state I just want us both to smile
Cause we're the same
And I know that we'll never change look I bought your favorite ice cream
I don't wanna see it melt away
If you walk out now I don't know if we're gonna be the same
Baby just talk with me cause I want you to stay here with me

Lyrics by DNR

I...I feel very uneasy lah!
what's happening with me right now?
arghhh!!!

DIA200710

Semester break has come to an end.
Everything will be start fresh once again.
New timetable with different timing,
Another new units to take.

All love is sweet, given or returned.
Common as light is love, and its familiar voice wearies not ever

by Percy Bysshe Shelley

waiting for you!

terima kasih Joyce!not enuf time to sleep summo want to make this for some of us.hahaha

there is fear in me saying should i or should not i?

Tagged by Man Ling

The last person to tagged you is ?
- May Lim & Man Ling

What relationship of you with him/her ?
- church friend

Your 5 impressions towards him/her ?
- May(a) shorties (b) Funny (c) Nice gurl (d) good friend to be (e) Crazy
- Man Ling(a) pretty (b) cute (c) fierce (in someway) (d) Can be a lil crazy (e) dunno wat else to say

The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you ?
- make me laugh til stomach cramp
- make me smile?can't remember

The most memorable word that he/she has said to you ?
- don't know

If he/she becomes your lover , you will ?
- faint
- nose bleeding (hahaha)

If he/she becomes your enemy , you will ?
- i don't think this will happen

If he/she becomes your lover , he/she has to improve on?
- nothing to be improve

If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason is ...
- i don't think this will happen!

The most desirable thing to do for him/her is ?
- Being a crazy fren

The overall impression to he/her is ...
- May - joker
- Man Ling - she's hot =p

How do you think the people around you will feel about you ?
- can be nerd can be rude can be vain can be stupid.lol

The character for you for yourself is ?
- kia su and high expectation

On contrary , the character you hate of yourself is ?
- lazy and my words

The most ideal person you want to be is ?
- Myself!

For the person who cares and likes you , say something about them .
- Love you all and thanks for being such great person that happen to bring unforgettable memories and it is priceless indeed...

Ten people to tag :
(1) May
(2) Wy Lyn
(3) Hoong Lyn
(4) Leong Eng
(5) Beatrice
(6) Mei Yoon?
(7) James L
(8) ColinG
(9) Elena
(10) DavidL

Who is number 2 having relationship with ?
- with many good friends (edited) =p

Is number 3 a male or female ?
- Female

If number 7 and number 10 be together would it be a good thing ?
- no way man.

How about number 5 and number 8 ?
- err although is male n female (acceptable) but cannot!!

What is number 1 studying about ?
- Canadian Pre-U if i not mistaken

When was the last time you had a chat with them ?
- no idea

Is number 4 a single ?
- i think so.ya still available

Say something about number 2 .
- understands me well but not thoroughly hahaha..

Yes la! say bye bye to Exams...

preparation before my International Accounting Standard's paper.
Finally, I've went through all tough papers.left one more language paper.

don't get me wrong;these are not the books that I'm going to study for my final, is just that books on my study table is like hmm too many books la.no space to put my past year questions and my other books to study.sighh.. left two more days to study.running out of time ahhh..people, please pray for me ya.thanks.

the days you had in FOBAyour teaching...
your preparation...

your coolness...

Thank you sir. =)

I can't accept the fact that you're leaving!oh NO..

are you speaking my language?

hey people, thanks for the wishes.really appreciate it.=)

God Bless

I now wish myself a Blessed Birthday to me

what am I suppose to do?

I think I need to change myself

Final Final 2

wohoo..no more 2 papers in 1 day.only by God's grace =)

now changed to

more time to breathe hahaha.happy happy..

Finals Finals

Finals is coming! where I got only 3 more weeks to catch up everything and do my revision. Weird thing is I still got 2 assignments yet to pass up and 1 exhibition to be exhibit. As earlier I said that I'm having 2 and half calculation subjects like Financial Accounting 3, Business Maths and Macroeconomics (half calculation). I'm going crazy soon as you can see what I drew CRAZY, 2 subjects in 1 day.sure or not..very very the kan cheong. 25th August onwards, everyone please keep out! don't ever kacau me at that period til I finish my papers.thank you for your cooperation and please do start pray for me.

p/s: not that i don't do my assignments!the assignments are given to me this week.hmm not much time left!is a so called short-semester konon la tu.lol

I now pronounce you husband and wife- you may kiss the bride.
Congratulation to Desmond Teoh & Dorothy Lee =)
Happy Wedding!

picture by Jonthan H.K Lee